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Hey!!

It's nearly end of the year 2010.

In just a few hours left, we'll say hi to the year of 2011.

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I am sitting back here blogging at the office (take a break!) while flashing back what I've done or not being done for the whole year of 2010.

Well, I bet that everyone of us will do the same thing too, rite?

Evaluating and determining those plans that has been set up in order to settle them up before the window closed or just bring them forward to the next window of 2011.

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As for me, there is nothing to be looking forward or back.

I am a person who is basically go with the flow of life.

Yes, it sounds so pathetic of me living without plans setting up, but who cares!

I just wanna be me.

The only me.

Though I've been given the deadlines of pursuing needs of beloved parents, still there's hope to be clearly seen soon for me to alter or manipulate ;)

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As the end of the year seems to be quite near to the end, I did managed to conduct a few programmes of charity + outdoors + promotion roadtrips.

Tiring + hectic are my two bestfriends due to them.

Fortunately, it all had been successfully done smoothly.

Thanks + credits to those who were helping and in characters for making it succeed.

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As time goes by, regardless of 2010 ends or 2011 begins, I am and will be happy with all peeps + things happen around me.

Thank God for giving me this opportunity to still breathe in and make up things for Him + parents + myself.

May 2011 will shining up the glowing splendour moments in our lives.

# Merry Xmas and Happy Holiday!

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A bloomed day ahead..

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Until this evening, while having a lil' chitchatting with mom & dad..

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Suddenly, it's popped up!

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Never ever expecting it from them, but they had a final say..

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Next year, will be the deadline for me..

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Masters' study and..

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Settling down with the bachelorette!

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Urrgghh!

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It's really killing me & shocked like a thunderstorm while lightning appears here & there..

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Heartbeats faster + adrenaline being activated..

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Emotionally mixed up..

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It's easy to find a place for pursuing the masters' programme, but..

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It's not easy to find a person who will be on the alter with me..

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Well, technically they had one in mind, I guess ;)

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Perhaps God will show me the way & gimme guts to walk thru the path..

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# next year is just around the corner, now who wants to marry me? hehehe

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I was lying on my couch and been thinking of this..

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Why is that in this world, the things that we liked it so much, we cared about it in every single day, we looked after it in every single second, will not last forever!!

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No matter how high is our hope & expectation, when it's not meant to be with, then it'll go away..

# now, get back to work!

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The weekend is coming up now..

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And I really need a good time for it after a few events done recently..

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Pretty hectic weeks now & then..

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So, body needs to rejuvenate & energize to face them all..

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Planning of..

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Pampering me at the spa, perhaps..

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Windows for the next upcoming fragrances to collect..

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Hangout with some friends..

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End with the courseworks evaluation marks!

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Lets kick off the stress out & build up a new enthusiasm ;)

# parents are going back hometown in Johore for the weekend, safe journey & bring me back the 'murtabak singapore' yeah!

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Attended a Final Project Day..

A panel to evaluate project paper works' & prototype..

Impressed!

There were lots of new creative inventions of engineering made out by them..

Though most of it were not really meet the standard of requirements..

Still, more rooms of improvement can be made..

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BUT!

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Felt a little pissed off + sarcastic + frustrated + mad + fed up + turned off!

As we're trying harder to become one of the best..

As we're leading towards a new era of transformations..

As we're struggling to produce more creative inventors..

There is a few of peeps who claimed themselves as a group inventors..

Came up with a few simple designs & useless paper works..

Looking to be just a WINNER instead of being a part of the team to help developing the invention to the utmost challenges in the engineering industry..

Whereas, to tell them the truth is they are not qualified AT ALL to become a group of so called the creative inventors if they themselves:-

• worked out on a very simple engineering design which was not meet the standard of study level
• came up with unformatted & irrelevant paper works without any research studies + correct methods + proper presentation
• didn't have any preparations to convince those panel of investors
• didn't have any ability of self esteem & mostly self confident
• couldn't take critisms in a positive way to improvise
• always condemns others' & claims they're the best (W.T.F!!)

To those peeps..

Lemme tell you this & please do bare in your stupid moron useless brains!

Your piece of work here were so not really interested & impressed to the investors..

Not even related to the creative engineering transformations..
To be selected for patent filing with the IPO? NO WAY!

So, please..

Do not ever looked down & proudly state the other designs were crappy & useless comparing to yours..

Though you can't value the commercial potentials yet the panels did, and they're an expertists!

More over, they WON!

You'll always be such a 3rd class LOSER narrow minded peeps of inventors if you didn't changed..

Grow up & wake up with something that is really in the engineering field & be clean as competitors..

# enough with those morons who thought they were such a great inventors! sick & tired :|

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Before You Say 'I Do'



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In the middle of getting peeps to understand the situation..

It's not like that I don't wanna commit..

It's not like that I don't want it..

It's not like that I don't want a happy ending..

It's not like that I'm rejecting..

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I have a lot of things to cater..

I have a lot of dreams to achieve..

I have a lot of matters that needs to solve..

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Deep inside..

I don't wanna cry anymore..

I don't wanna feel sad anymore..

I don't wanna be left behind anymore..

I don't wanna be ignored anymore..

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Indeed..

Everyone is having the same thing that mentioned above..

But for me..

Are you the one?

Just a matter of time..

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Yes, it just a matter of time!

# it just crossed over my mind, and I planned to share it in here ;) nothing much!