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Hey!!

It's nearly end of the year 2010.

In just a few hours left, we'll say hi to the year of 2011.

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I am sitting back here blogging at the office (take a break!) while flashing back what I've done or not being done for the whole year of 2010.

Well, I bet that everyone of us will do the same thing too, rite?

Evaluating and determining those plans that has been set up in order to settle them up before the window closed or just bring them forward to the next window of 2011.

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As for me, there is nothing to be looking forward or back.

I am a person who is basically go with the flow of life.

Yes, it sounds so pathetic of me living without plans setting up, but who cares!

I just wanna be me.

The only me.

Though I've been given the deadlines of pursuing needs of beloved parents, still there's hope to be clearly seen soon for me to alter or manipulate ;)

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As the end of the year seems to be quite near to the end, I did managed to conduct a few programmes of charity + outdoors + promotion roadtrips.

Tiring + hectic are my two bestfriends due to them.

Fortunately, it all had been successfully done smoothly.

Thanks + credits to those who were helping and in characters for making it succeed.

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As time goes by, regardless of 2010 ends or 2011 begins, I am and will be happy with all peeps + things happen around me.

Thank God for giving me this opportunity to still breathe in and make up things for Him + parents + myself.

May 2011 will shining up the glowing splendour moments in our lives.

# Merry Xmas and Happy Holiday!

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A bloomed day ahead..

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Until this evening, while having a lil' chitchatting with mom & dad..

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Suddenly, it's popped up!

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Never ever expecting it from them, but they had a final say..

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Next year, will be the deadline for me..

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Masters' study and..

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Settling down with the bachelorette!

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Urrgghh!

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It's really killing me & shocked like a thunderstorm while lightning appears here & there..

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Heartbeats faster + adrenaline being activated..

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Emotionally mixed up..

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It's easy to find a place for pursuing the masters' programme, but..

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It's not easy to find a person who will be on the alter with me..

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Well, technically they had one in mind, I guess ;)

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Perhaps God will show me the way & gimme guts to walk thru the path..

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# next year is just around the corner, now who wants to marry me? hehehe

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I was lying on my couch and been thinking of this..

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Why is that in this world, the things that we liked it so much, we cared about it in every single day, we looked after it in every single second, will not last forever!!

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No matter how high is our hope & expectation, when it's not meant to be with, then it'll go away..

# now, get back to work!

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The weekend is coming up now..

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And I really need a good time for it after a few events done recently..

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Pretty hectic weeks now & then..

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So, body needs to rejuvenate & energize to face them all..

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Planning of..

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Pampering me at the spa, perhaps..

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Windows for the next upcoming fragrances to collect..

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Hangout with some friends..

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End with the courseworks evaluation marks!

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Lets kick off the stress out & build up a new enthusiasm ;)

# parents are going back hometown in Johore for the weekend, safe journey & bring me back the 'murtabak singapore' yeah!

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Attended a Final Project Day..

A panel to evaluate project paper works' & prototype..

Impressed!

There were lots of new creative inventions of engineering made out by them..

Though most of it were not really meet the standard of requirements..

Still, more rooms of improvement can be made..

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BUT!

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Felt a little pissed off + sarcastic + frustrated + mad + fed up + turned off!

As we're trying harder to become one of the best..

As we're leading towards a new era of transformations..

As we're struggling to produce more creative inventors..

There is a few of peeps who claimed themselves as a group inventors..

Came up with a few simple designs & useless paper works..

Looking to be just a WINNER instead of being a part of the team to help developing the invention to the utmost challenges in the engineering industry..

Whereas, to tell them the truth is they are not qualified AT ALL to become a group of so called the creative inventors if they themselves:-

• worked out on a very simple engineering design which was not meet the standard of study level
• came up with unformatted & irrelevant paper works without any research studies + correct methods + proper presentation
• didn't have any preparations to convince those panel of investors
• didn't have any ability of self esteem & mostly self confident
• couldn't take critisms in a positive way to improvise
• always condemns others' & claims they're the best (W.T.F!!)

To those peeps..

Lemme tell you this & please do bare in your stupid moron useless brains!

Your piece of work here were so not really interested & impressed to the investors..

Not even related to the creative engineering transformations..
To be selected for patent filing with the IPO? NO WAY!

So, please..

Do not ever looked down & proudly state the other designs were crappy & useless comparing to yours..

Though you can't value the commercial potentials yet the panels did, and they're an expertists!

More over, they WON!

You'll always be such a 3rd class LOSER narrow minded peeps of inventors if you didn't changed..

Grow up & wake up with something that is really in the engineering field & be clean as competitors..

# enough with those morons who thought they were such a great inventors! sick & tired :|

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Before You Say 'I Do'



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In the middle of getting peeps to understand the situation..

It's not like that I don't wanna commit..

It's not like that I don't want it..

It's not like that I don't want a happy ending..

It's not like that I'm rejecting..

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I have a lot of things to cater..

I have a lot of dreams to achieve..

I have a lot of matters that needs to solve..

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Deep inside..

I don't wanna cry anymore..

I don't wanna feel sad anymore..

I don't wanna be left behind anymore..

I don't wanna be ignored anymore..

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Indeed..

Everyone is having the same thing that mentioned above..

But for me..

Are you the one?

Just a matter of time..

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Yes, it just a matter of time!

# it just crossed over my mind, and I planned to share it in here ;) nothing much!

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Pheww..

When the clock is still ticking, wheather realised it or not, it has been quite a few month since I'd put aside for awhile this site of snippet..

And the utmost of it, thank God cause I'm still alive..

There were nothing much happened during the 'silent mode' of me..

I've been keep on focusing on a few new projects recently..

Going out here and there..

Doing in these and that..

For what?

Due to the promotion upgrade requirements!

Though it makes me a little burnout sometimes..

And to make it worst, grey hairs grows gently more than the black!!

Huhuhu..

I have to look back on the things that I've been set up before..

Master Programme study has to be postponed, perhaps until next year..

Social and sports zones are having ups and downs..

Family matters come and go without any signs of it..

Having confront with conflicts and issues amongst colleagues + friends which I need to take care of..

Meeting new peeps with several types of genders + ages + backgrounds + preferences + behaviours taught me to be more appreciative on what I have now..

But no matter how it goes, life should be more realistic + optimist ;)

On the other hand, I'm truly happy for everyone's around me..

The newly weds Loko & Latifah + Julia & Zaidi ;)

Though I couldn't be there to share the happiness, always pray the best ever after for both of you..

Ooppss!!

My turn?

Arrrggghhh!!

# happy newly weds to the 1st Malaysian astronaut too ;)

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Yeehaa!!

It's weekend again..

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Friday nite was awesome + full of surprises at Putrajaya!

Celebrating the birthday girl of FLOA who turns into 25 with candles to blow off on top of the chocolate indulgence!

Everyone's having a great time with their loved one (some of them, I guess!) while others couldn't stop laughing & chitchatting!

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Saturday nite with Cairie headed towards Pavilion!

We spent most of the time upon dinner while having a plate of bruchetta by Michael Angelo's before decided to go for a movie and guess what? It's Sex & The City 2 followed by Predators!

Ended up the nite watching WCup game of URU vs GER at TGIF and again, my prediction was just as what as Paul the Octopus did!

Thanks buddy and I owed you this time!

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Sunday and I have a few things to do!

Picking up some stuffs ordered by Hata all the way from Europe!

Gonna meet up with a few old friends on a glass of soda before watching the final match of WCup early this morning, perhaps TGIF again!

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# Happy Belated Birthday to Babiebash Annie, Many Happy Returns & God Bless! FR will be on your next convo!

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Wakawaka..

It's July & lots of thing's happening!

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1st week of the month -->

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Slaving in my cubicle facing a few bundle of papers to register into the OPTIMIS system, and still not over it yet due to a certain technical problems occured!

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Audit of surveillance is just around the corner, yet filings & documentation not even closed to the main road! Deadline is killing me now!

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Meetings + discussions of another two big events that's gonna happen next week and at the end of the month, but one of it was so pathetically BORED + FUSSY in terms of preparation!

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Meanwhile, there are still a bunch of people out here who really feels the motion of uncomfortable or dissatisfied with others' great achievement in career, and that had brought them into a narrow minded thinking and perception towards it. Grow up people! No worries, your time will lead you there soon!

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# you won't find the kindness of others if you're not being kind to yourself!

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Ok..

Let us start the week with something fresh..

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Yesterday was a bit chaos..

Meeting with a bunch of people + discussion + resolving matters..

Missed breakfast, but managed to had brunch..

Still coughing while having a few glasses of Coke!

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Today, BFF is back to work!

No welcome party instead of a pack of chocolate bars ;-)

Continue with meeting..

Where there's an enthusiasm element into work, here comes the @#%^$ network!

At the end of the day, I just left those files + documents on the workplace desk..

Stepped away and started to go H.O.M.E!

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Ooppss..

It's my youngest bro's birthday today..

Though he wasn't here to celebrate the day with us, I do hope that he'll be happy with his life & the way he chose now..

Poor parents, they missed him so much especially dad..

Always pray the best for him & future..

How I wish things could be back as where it was before..

# wishing of better tomorrow!

Snippet :: Happy Father's Day

'What Makes a Dad'

God took the strength of a mountain

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The majesty of a tree

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The warmth of a summer sun

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The calm of a quiet sea

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The generous soul of nature

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The comforting arm of night

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The wisdom of the ages

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The power of the eagle's flight

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The joy of a morning in spring

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The faith of a mustard seed

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The patience of eternity

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The depth of a family need

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Then God combined these qualities

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When there was nothing more to add

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He knew His masterpiece was complete

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And so

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He called it

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D.A.D

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# thank you for everything you've done, dad! thou we're never closed enough, you're still in my heart where ever I go & whenever I breathe! God bless you!

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Hmm..
You know what?
I'm kinda slowly getting rid of negative thinking about life now..
Implying all the positive auras into me to meet the challenges out there..
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Looking forward to seize the day..
And live life to the fullest!!

# enjoy the weekend ;-)

Snippet :: The Heart Broken

I know that you're busy..

I know that you take this marriage as so important in your life now..

It was like taking a revenge from your passed lover..

Trust me, if you really think that this is gonna work, you're so damn wrong!

And above all, I do know that you don't really have time to hear nor to be with me..

Even on my birthday!

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There were too many things that we've done together..

There were too many things that you've done to me which I really appreciated of..

And there were too many things that I've done for you which was so neglected..

Hurts me everytime when we were together..

But still, I can take it..

Come to me when you need it, and left me when you had it..

But still, I can take it..

Tears were like a really closed friend to me..

How fool I am!

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Tonite, you are officially belonging to someone..

While I'll be sitting here thinking about what you've said a few days ago..

"Don't you cry for me, but smile whenever you think of me.."

I don't give a damn ears to listen to it anymore..

Just wait and see, how far it'll last..

Deep inside, I'm really crying..

Deep inside, I'm hurt enough..

But for the sake of you, I'll pray the happy marriage..

Love the one who loves you and not the one you loved..

Me?

You don't have to think about me like what you always did before..

I'll be just fine soon..

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Just a few words for you to think..

It takes a thought to make a word..

It takes some words to make an action..

It takes no time to fall in love..

But it takes you years to know what love it..

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It's already in May

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Going 31 this month
Nothing much changes, still ups & downs, here & there
A little upset, celebrating with you was just a dream to me
Clearly am not so important in your life now
But life has to move on
All I need is some space to breathe before another year of journey begin
Hoping for God Bless!
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Off to meet the nature at ERNP tonite by train @ 2350 hours
Be back on June 3

# thank you so much guys for the surprised birthday party with a whole of cheescake! yummy!

Snippet :: Hybernation P2

Happened in the month of April

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BFF's bad day

He met an accident collided with his superbike baby

Admitted for 5 days with both hands + fingers + shoulder injured

Minor surgery to wired fingers and hand before he claim for his thousands of insurance cover!

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Celebrating Dad's 60th Birthday

Located at the Secret Recipe with full of surprises!

A bit happy to see all the family members gathered together after a few years, huh??!!

Happy Birthday, Dad!

Thank you for everything!

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So, this is where it started

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Attended JJ & Zana's wedding at Putrajaya

Really enjoyed the great moment with those guys, laughing out loud and went out for hangout until dawn!

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Exams & Interviews

Located at the Avilion Legacy of Malacca

Pushed up brains to adapt knowledge & preparing for the exam papers

Later, in person with those freaky faces of interviewers which I hate the most!

Waiting for the results to reveal now

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Borneo Island Trip

Located at the Nexus Karambunai Resort

Snorkeling at Manukan Island

Diving at Sipadan Island

Sightseeing at Kundasang Park, but too bad no one had to offer me to climb up the peak!

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# looking forward to come again!

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Almost a week

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I felt so uncertain

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Miserable took place in mind

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Too much messy to think about

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Heart beating faster like the F1

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I guess it's time to drain out everything this weekend

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Snippet ~ Valentine's Day

February 14,

The day where all lovers in the whole world celebrating their TRUE L.O.V.E in their very own way to remember

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L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

# loves the one you loved more as long as you can before it's too late to do so..

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Happy Chinese New Year 2010

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May the The Year of Tiger will brings us more properity + happiness + success + peace

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Tiger people :-

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are sensitive, given to deep thinking, capable of great sympathy

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can be extremely short-tempered, however

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other people have great respect for them, but sometimes Tiger people come into conflict with older people or those in authority

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sometimes, Tiger people cannot make up their minds which can result in a poor, hasty decision or a sound decision arrived at too late

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they are suspicious of others, but they are courageous and powerful

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Tigers are more compatible with Horses, Dragons and Dogs

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1914, 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1988

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# 1950?..O.M.G! Dad's one of them! No wonder..

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February??

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Huh, didn't even realized how fast the time turn around the clock & how month changes day by day..

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It started with the unsolving matters of intranet & internet connection in the workplace..

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Firewall seems didn't help at all ~ spamming emails keep on filling up the inbox!

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Up to the climax of malfunction a/cond which has been resulted the server's shut down!

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Dowhhh!!

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Still paralyzing from archieving datas stored in the network places storage..

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Besides, communication thru the media of outlook email broke down as well!

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Lots of U.R.G.E.N.T info & docs couldn't be retrieved & reviewed..

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Perhaps, it'll end up before the week end..

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Another side of it..

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Received the paycheck salary's slip and..

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Surprisingly, the Income Tax started to deduct a few amount from it without any approval doc or instruction by me via the Finance Division!

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How did it happened? And why I didn't being informed earlier?

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Pissed off!

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The staff haven't had any idea until the so called 'Account Manager' urgedly requires us to fill up the declaration form sort of and submit it upon A.S.A.P!

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Hey! What's goin' on here?

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Somebody's owing an explanation on it A.S.A.P as well!

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On the other hand..

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Discussed with my two BFF regarding our very own noble intention to sign up for the Master Degree Programme this year..

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After further mouths fought & brainstorming..

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We've decided to postpone the date of sign up from MARCH to JUNE 2010!

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Huhu, by the time of signing up ~ do I still manage to syncronize my brains with it? :-D

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Whatever it's gonna happen, I'm still standing behind u guys!

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# lending ears listening to the 90's of Az Yet ~ Last Nite ;-)

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A poem taken from my email inbox today ;-)
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Poems written by WIFE and HUSBAND.

WIFE:
I wrote your name on sand it got washed.
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away.
Then I wrote your name on my heart & I got Heart Attack.

HUSBAND:
God saw me hungry, he created pizza.
He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi.
He saw me in dark, he created light.
He saw me without problems, he created YOU.

WIFE:
Twinkle twinkle little star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.

HUSBAND:
The rain makes all things beautiful.
The grass and flowers too.
If rain makes all things beautiful
Why doesn't it rain on you?

WIFE:
Roses are red; Violets are blue
Monkeys like u should be kept in zoo.
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
Not in cage but laughing at you
Error! Filename not specified.Looking for a date?

# erkk..?!

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Year 2010 has been going pretty aggresive to me at the early stage

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Career :-

MQA's requirement = done!

Programme's Course Online Registration = done!

Staff's Training & Advanced Learning Sector = annually planning still in progress :-(

Environment of workstation = not in a proper condition, messed!

Online Application of Grade Promotion = done & awaiting interview session ;-)

~pheww! I just can't believe it, at the end I am really working :-D

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Life :-

Grinning when I'd heard of gossiping amongst colleagues about me DISCREETLY married! = no comment but how come, huh?

Brotherhood bond with younger brothers seems like getting looser & looser lately = I dont have any idea how long it'll be that way + dont wanna think & take it anymore longer, since u guys are growing up men, it means u both have a smart brains to take care of yourselves anyway!

Parents are getting closer & being nicer in such a weird way which I never expected it to be = is there anything 'fishy' behind it?

Well, that 'someone' whom I mentioned in the previous entry = still stood in the same situation & I'm heartless to fix it alone now, so let it be!

Currently, I am enjoying life to the fullest! = shops + movies + jamming + sightseeing all by myself ;-)

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Other xtvt's :-

International Paintball Championship end of the week = RSVP confirmed!
M.U.S.E. Live Concert @ S'pore = TBA
Backpacking trip to Australia/Europe = looking for the best quote offers!



# credits to mr. xplorer for your thoughtful advised, really appreciated it bro ;-) praying for more good things to come along this year!

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Pheww..

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It's has been a week after 2010 now..

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And I had been thru quite a lot of path to experience..

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Physically & emotionally as well..

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It started with the MQA's preparation docs, CV's + PLO's etc. (which makes all of the staff living like in a rat world for the whole week!)

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Plus, extra workloads awaiting me to be attend to..

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Then, came up with babycooper's alarm system problem that needs to be replaced..

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Not that all, someone had just started makes me realised of something..

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Something that I shouldn't put on in the 1st place a few months ago..

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I knew it and trying the best to fix it in safe mode..

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But it'll not gonna be well fixed IF only 1 party play the role..

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Had given quite a number of chances before, and it seems like things happened from the right ear to the left..

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Sick & tired of being soft-hearted, taking care of things that is not surely gonna be mine..

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What's wrong with the talk?

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USELESS!!

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And now, the best way is to remain S.I.L.E.N.T.

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Until the importancy of having it shows up..

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Oh G.O.D.

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I know it's wrong but I do really loved it and always hoping for the best..

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Though I have to let it go 1 day..

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# don't have enough guts to be the 3rd!

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To all bloghoppers / bloggers / friends etc.,

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I'm wishing u a Happy New Year 2010!

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May all the prosperity, happiness & bless be with us forever ;-)

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2009
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Many things happened
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There were ups & downs
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There were goods & bads
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There were happiness & sadness & madness
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None of them can even beat the spirit
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The spirit of walking through another stage of life
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Facing of whatever that might comes through it (bring it on!)
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All I need is to move on
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And never ever looking back again
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Strive up goals of achievement
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For me, myself & I
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# not even bothered myself to recall the memories of 2009, as time goes by & as world changes, let them be graved safely..